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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to obedience and warmth. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
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[12 Jan 2005|01:02pm] |
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Friends Only.
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[12 Jan 2005|08:03am] |
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I hope I see you soon...
i'd exchange the sunshine for [your] brown eyes <3 and darkness
She's sorry and I can tell.
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[11 Jan 2005|09:47pm] |
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life sucks
oh so much
</3
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[09 Jan 2005|03:13pm] |
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[09 Jan 2005|01:48pm] |
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cursive.yum. |
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attemped to run during the storm. it was impossible to see anything so i drove around with DAN♥ for 45 minutes in his mom's wicked insane volvo!
volvo's are friggin awesome might i say.
that was a good but awkward time. ugh he hates me so bad . but i love him.
really im so pathetic.and stupid.
last night was.. interesting..
pretty good at the start because my parents acutally let me go to sarahs
after fighting for an hour about it my dad decided he'd drive me. because i'd definetly die if i had drove myself there. wicked cool.
anyway
WE DIDNT GO SLEDDING. OR EVEN TO MR MIKES. jerks. haha but i still love them.
watched Napoleon Dynamite.
3 times.
ha.
but seemed to get funnier everytime.
shoveled.. haha oh man that was fun. now my back hurts.
but it was so funny just watching greg shovel all
the packed snow because he had nothing else to do.
oh man. he rules.
DAN♥ came over sarah's for a little bit which brightened my night even though it was only like 20minutes..
ahh it made me so happy because i miss him so so much he doesnt realize it!<♥3 :-(
yeah well now my feet are cold. im being so lazy today. might go sledding later. who knows. call me hotties.♥
feeling very... yeah nostalgic today.
wishing it was like old times with him.
i must be really great, because i suck.
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[07 Jan 2005|10:38pm] |
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Counting Crows<3 |
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yeah updating
i rule.
haha it's only been like a million years.
i miss HIM so much.♥♥♥
i wish i wasn't so stupid.
and mean to him.and heartless.and thought about his feelings before my actions.
wow. i wish it was summer again. we were both so happy and in love. but i fucked that up
im pathetic. :-(
UGH.Life Sucks.oh so much
...but yeah indoor♥track will be awesome.i miss it so much
ran on the beach today. that was fun..2 friggin miles not bad. but it took me SO long..but no inhaler im going to suck at running this year.. even more than last year. i can feel it.
so depressing.
i<3 kelly and kelsey so much. hahaha
mall today with them was so much fun
they make me so happy and energetic<3
hmm getting bored of writing in this.
♥love you.
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[09 Aug 2004|10:31pm] |
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wow today sucked... i fucking hate work and everyfucking rude and stupid customer that comes to the creek.
i feel wicked bad though, i tweaked out at dan tonight for no reason at all, just because i was in a bad mood, and i feel wicked bad now...
sorry hun, i love you so much.
day 2 of 6 days done!
only 34 more hours to go out of the 52..
and then the week starts over.. yippe
MONTREAL SOON! soo excited!
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[03 Aug 2004|10:56pm] |
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Work was a bit stressing today. I worked building because tyler left early [because today is his birthday and he is now 21] and we got wicked busy so i was like freaking out because i had a line. Sean came and helped for a little while [ Jean made him leave later on] but even with him there, i was still like pulling my hair out. So i messed up a few orders because of the stressing, just forgot 3 lobsters on different bills, nothing really that we couldn't fix in 10 minutes, but i thought that Jean was wicked mad at me because she seemed like it... But then at 8 when we closed i walked into the raw bar and she was in there and i started to apologize, and she stops me and told me that it was okay and that everyone makes mistakes even James who has been there for like.... forever, and that the line doesn't matter, it's just a matter of keeping things organized... then... out of NOWHERE she walks up to me and hugs me... i was like WHOA!.. and jokingly Ron goes "me too me too!" and she goes.. "no you're not allowed to hug creek girls" and i knew.. Jean was still Jean, but a nicer one than the one i knew before.
true fucking story.
anyway, after all that im still wicked stressed because if i dont finish my book by tomorrow im.. grounded. ugh... so i think im going to go read and take some notes... to make my dad happy...
oh boy, how i hate school.
oh yeah haha, and iwhile i was parking my car today.. i found tavie's car keys in my back seat.. and i was like.. opps... i hope she didn't have any plans for today... but it turns out that she had a spare! thank god.. haha that would have sucked ALOT.
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[02 Aug 2004|11:00am] |
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the people paving my driveway..soo loud and annoying |
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smoking weed is bad.
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[02 Aug 2004|10:27am] |
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haha work was soo fun yesterday thanks to jordan, emily, sarah, jen, tavie, cory, and everyone else..
SEXUAL HARRASSMENT!LOL
we got to swim, how awesome is that... we wore these HUGE jean shorts and some old chauncey shirts... it was amazing.
it wasnt even busy and we had a million people on, and we still made 80$ and got paid to go swimming good deal if you ask me
you can't run away from my love! hahaha cory..
wow... soo much fun, hope today is as fun.. butim pretty sure it will be a close tie, becuase kris is working and i love her and she loves me and it will be a party and we will laugh ALL day at the stupidest shit..
bound to be a fun 3 days at work.
well.. ya thats it for my boring journal entry.......
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[01 Aug 2004|11:35am] |
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blah today sucks, i hate the humidity.... ugh
my parents friends came home this week from their 3 year stay in france, and they have the MOST BEAUTIFUL kids... omg... im so jealous. they are gorgeous.
i dont really want to go to work... but kristen will be there and so will tavie, and so will emily, and so will katie, so it's going to be a good time.... i hope...
i want to go to the fireworks soo bad tonight.... doesnt look like that will be happening
well everyone have a beautiful day!
<3
oh yes, and dehydration sucks.. everyone STAY HYDRATED!!!
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[28 Jul 2004|09:08am] |
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the rain outside my window is kind of calming. |
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workk was soooo much fun yesterday.
all me and kris did was make fun of DJ which was hilarious, because he in turn does NOTHING inhis defence so the fun goes on for hours hahahaha. she decided he was a camel and we made a drawing about it on one of the setup boxes.
good times.good times.
haha ya and all i did was LAUGH at work and Em thought there was something wrong with me , because i was wicked giiidddy haha
i love working mondays - wednesdays...
the people, they just rock.<3
kirs is my lesbian lover.
i love THE creeeeeek
ya well i have to go shower so i can get there nice and early and finish cleaning what i told steve i wouldnt last night because im lazy.
<3
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[23 Jul 2004|01:52pm] |
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Tv is wicked loud. i can hear it all the way up here. |
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bored so i took this from martha's journal...
Everything in bold is TRUE
01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with high heels.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love hoop earrings.
06. I am a libra.
07. I love beer.
09. I can't live without lip gloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Purgatory for 3 months.
12. I spend money I don't have.
13. I'll be in college forever.
14. I've seen Jason Mraz.
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
18. I have more then a couple of horrible memories.
19. I am addicted to Lizzie McGuire.
20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was when I was 18.
22. I start film school in February.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizarre.
27. One of my close friends is gay.
28. I have way too many purses.
29. I've seen 'Fight Club' at least 45 times.
30. I usually dress how I feel that day.
31. I love 'Sex and the City'.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. I love winter.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I'm afraid of flying.
40. I hate drama.
41. I am addicted to 'The O.C.'
42. I love my hair.
43. I never fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach.
45. I have never had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I loved the show 'Rich Girls'.
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favoriate holiday.
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53. I have never broken a bone. knock on wood
54. I hate racist people.
55. I hate my computer.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
63. I love cute underwear.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I cry when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused. (fuck people.)
66. I want to go to Greece. (the islands!)
67. I dont like to study for tests
68. I love God.
69. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a horrible sense of direction.
71. I love high school.
72. I have a talent of sweet-talking my way out of things.
73. I'm a daddy's girl. (sort of)
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color pink.
76. I love to sew.
77. I have green eyes. (sometimes i do.)
78. I love the Olsen Twins.
79. I played soccer for 14 years.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy sweatpants. (love is more like it)
83. Paul Walker is my dream guy.
84. I love the smell of asphalt after it's rained.( only in the summer)
85. I love my family. (sometimes lol)
86. I hate needles.
87. I am a perfectionist.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
90. I am still a virgin.
91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid. (not in a bad way)
94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
95. I love pictures. ( not of myself though)
96. I love music.
97. I wish I were mormotivated when it comes to school.
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.e
99. I have problems letting go of people
100. I hate the feeling of being alone.
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[16 Jul 2004|11:06pm] |
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la la la la la
i miss you hunny!
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[20 Jun 2004|07:34pm] |
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yaaa really bored, waiting for cool*kid to get out of work hehe and then going to jimmy's house cuz hes wicked cool and <3's me and super rules Mystic Roots, as well as Bob Marley rule also ( but not as much as Jim)
ya.. anyway im still bored.... and i dont even know why im writing in this hahahaha
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[20 Jun 2004|06:29pm] |
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wow.. i need a new layout!!!
haha uh wicked bad
haha oh man.. people like to insult me all the time ahhaha i love it!.. not!!!!!!!:-(
hahaha omg .. cookout at my nana's was soo fun
haha even though.. dan beat me up most the time hahahasooo funny... pizza LOL
ya im bored of writing in here.. LATER!
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[18 Jun 2004|10:54am] |
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 I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
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[18 Jun 2004|10:39am] |
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haha im retarded.. and just figured out that if you want to see like.. the date,time,and subject of my entries you have to highlight because its white!
ahahah anyway
i dont know why... but i have always hated when people care WAY too much about me, i think its because i have a really low self esteem because people are constantly downing me, but im soo weird and stupid and gay and i hate it.. but ya YOU need to stop caring soo much...seriously its wicked annoying how its so wrong for me to do stuff, we arent even together anymore and that is your fault so you need to stop acting all stupid about certain things.
why you wont listen to me? it was just a joke.
oh well.....
ill end this entry with something good..
summer is finally here and im wicked stoked because its going to be good... i can feel it.
Corey Ball you should really stay at my house this summer, since Mike is moving. that would be wicked awesome!!! you know you want to!
oh and um...did you know that..
DAN WHITTLE is my favorite person in the whole world<3
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[18 Jun 2004|10:28am] |
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--BOY: i SAW HER TODAY
GiRL: i SAW HiM TODAY
--BOY: iT SEEMS LiKE iT`S BEEN FOREVER
GiRL: i WONDER iF HE STiLL CARES
--BOY: SHE LOOKS BETTER THEN BEFORE
GiRL: i COULDN`T STOP STARiNG AT HiM
--BOY: i ASKED HER HOW THiNGS WERE GOiNG
GiRL: i ASKED ABOUT HiS NEW GiRLFRiEND
--BOY: i`D CHOOSE HER OVER ANY GiRL i`M WiTH
GiRL: HE`S PROBABLY REALLY HAPPY RiGHT NOW
--BOY: i COULDN`T LOOK AT HER WiTHOUT STARTiNG TO CRY
GiRL: HE COULDN`T EVEN LOOK AT ME
--BOY: i TOLD HER i MiSS HER
GiRL: HE DOESN`T MEAN iT
--BOY: i MEANT iT
GiRL: HE DiDN`T MEAN iT
--BOY: i LOVE HER
GiRL: HE LOVES HiS NEW GiRLFRiEND
--BOY: i HELD HER FOR THE LAST TiME
GiRL: HE GAVE ME A FRiENDLY HUG
--BOY: THEN i WENT HOME AND CRiED
GiRL: THEN i WENT HOME AND CRiED
--BOY: i LOST HER
GiRL: i LOVE HiM
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